Kind of Mixy
Published by The Cyclothymia Collective on Thursday, September 11, 2008 at 12:20 AMI've been very busy at work, editing, editing and doing more editing. This is the first year my brain hasn't gone completely fried as a result. I credit the Wellbutrin.
I am, however, noticing that I am entering into a mixed state. It's not that I have been hypomanic, just really focused for six weeks and now that I am reaching the end of the pile, I am starting to come down.
Here's how I feel:
I feel like I have a slight buzzing in my body.
I'm concerned about the neighborhood (peaceful neighborhood, no reason for fear)
Worried about work, political stuff...when there really are none
Am of the opinion that what I do is bullsh*t.
General anxiety.
It's mild, but they are all there. Time to break out the Xanax. I estimate another three days of heavy work and then I can do some relaxing....unless one of my other bosses decides to dump on me :P
Posted by The Cyclothymia Collective
Labels: Mixed State. dysphoria
